Germs on My tongue

its a good thing nobody reads this shit

2010-05-12T08:59:00.000-07:00

Its really good.
Theres someone :)
Hes my angel.
I don't know HOW I got attracted to him in the first place , I think there must be a love tumor in my head or something. But hes just got something about him that makes me want to get to know him better .
1) Hes quiet.
2)Hes emo
3)Hes tall
4)Hes so bloody cute when he smiles. So I want to see more of that. Especially when they're only for me :3

And.. He stole my heart when I least expected him to. I look forward to how things will develop between us :D
Awkward or not, It better go somewhere.

The first in how many months?

2010-04-14T09:10:00.000-07:00

I don't know what to write anymore. Its not like theres anything new to life thats so important that I have to share with the rest of the world . To update on a few things

1) IM IN COLLEGE. Woohoo! Not.

2)I'm still single. SO if there are any GOOD candidates , please let me know :)

3)I miss my old school friends . BADLY. Even that little meanie(You know who you are)

4)Theres KOREAN dudes in my college , and they are LOUD. period.

Besides that , nothing else is new. Oh , what about Obama is replacing Queen Elizabeth next week?*laughs*I bet the whole world would running around in chaos. *touchwood* Psst: DONGHAE has a frikkin twitter. And to top things of, hes a TWEETWHORE. gah! Of all the good men left in the world , why him?!?!? I can literally feel my body shrinking and slinking into holes in the ground, if that was even possible.

CRAP. College until 4:30 tomorrow. Beautiful.

Talk to me.

I just felt like it

2010-02-13T06:14:00.000-08:00

Ah , I miss school. Darn right I wish I was still in that seat , talking to everyone and simply having good old dirty fun. *sigh* Why am I saying this now? Ish , its not like I don't have other things to worry about. Per say , my salary paycheck.. my non-existent college.. non-existent boyfriends who do not know of my existence.. haha!
This is sad.

First things first , I must :
1) MASTER HANGEUL!
2) Get into a COLLEGE
3) Play the guitar well
4) Memorize dance steps
5) Memorize DH and EH's rap parts

Macam la penting sangat. I'm curious how everyone is doing out there.
Minna , tanoshikatta? Mata atode~ :D Hopefully not on the day we'll be receiving our results, but someday.
Eh , WHAT HAPPENED TO OUR CLASS PARTY?!! HAHAHAHA

Malas

2010-01-08T08:55:00.000-08:00

I've recently found out that I am not that Malas. Someone else has beaten me into it

In any case , Please listen to this track below , its awesome :D

I need a construction worker

2009-12-16T07:26:00.000-08:00

I have noticed this for the longest time , why is it that my blogpage seems so under-decorated? This is annoying

So yesterday , I went to Guitar Collection shop to search for guitar lessons. And yes , btw , i'm taking a guitar class soon! WOOOOTT!!! XD
Finally , I get to hold MY OWN guitar. There was one particular guitar that I liked , it was polished like any new guitar would be , dark brown on the edges and light brown in the middle. It was BEAUTIFUL :D

I want it~ I mean , its only RM 200.At least i didn't ask for the RM800 guitar. Not my taste :O

Then , I went inside to see how Atiqah was doing with her lesson. Haha. She looked so focused on her guitar and the tabs. Maybe I was making her stressed. Ah well ! But later we decided to go out to OU ( on impulse ). So us being us , ran to the first floor of the new wing and holla! Clothes shop in a row. This is one of the reasons why i adore OU so much.

Let me tell you , we shouldn't be allowed anywhere near changing rooms. Seriously. Because once we get it , there is no way we'll be getting out without taking at least 100 pictures. I bet the other customers were pissed as hell. Hell , I would've been too. But Who cares? I haven't shopped with Atiq in ages. Shopped as in window shopping aite?

We were broke. All we had was RM 20 each. Broke wei

Where was it.. Dorothy Perkins maybe.

My schedule is all over the place. I won't even realise it if World War III errupted in Malaysia.
Otherwise , I'm pretty much stuck in front of the screen watching BBF, what a life.

P/S: Can anyone teach me basic editing skills?

1st December 1992

2009-11-30T10:54:00.001-08:00

Sometimes people just take you offguard. You don't expect anything from them , sometimes you don't even realise them , but then they just come into your life and you're thinking "What have I been doing all this time?"

So today is my birthday. Yay , i'm 17 *sleepy*

It's not like it makes a difference . I was 16 3 hours ago , well , not anymore. Whatever.

But! I just wanted to thank all these people for your wonderful messages , truly , you guys are the best!:

1) Inaz Syazea Allya

2)Salwa Mohsin

3)Sarah Syafiqa Allya

4)Aqilah Razak

5) Celine Lee

6)Atiqah Razak

7)Kaii

8)Wong Yi Laine

9)Fazira Che Ghani

Truth be told , I honestly didn't expect anyone to even remember .Half because my birthday ALWAYS gets forgotten. Every year. Always. WITHOUT Fail. Even my parents seem to have forgotten , and they came into my room just 2 hours ago asking me to sleep. Without saying anything. =="

Trust them to remember their only daughter's birthday.

I'm just feeling light and happy , thanks to those people's messages.

My favourite was from Kaii's when she added that DONGHAE LOVES YOU line. I don'tknow why , but it made me feel energized by 100X. Haha. I'm such a cheapo

Still , I think I should learn to appreciate people around me more. Instead of closing one eye to the world and shutting them out , I'll open both and try taking things in bit by bit. :D

Yeah! Farah Hwaitin!

Thank you girls , you made my day with your simple wishes.

Neomu neomu neomu kamsahamnida, Saranghaeyo!!

Family , Fun and Food :D

2009-11-27T07:42:00.000-08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Haji everyone!

Geez , If I knew I was gonna get so much fun in one day , I would've settled for comfy pants and ditched my Zara jeans at home ==". Ugh, It was practically leeching off my butt. Not the best sight to pose in front of your uncles, aunts.. kids.. little babies. *sigh* I learnt my lesson.

Psst: Ain't he cute ?! I've no idea whose son he was , but I felt like squishing him X3

The Food:

If you'd tasted the lambchop , this Malay saying would fit perfectly - mak mertua lalu pun tak perasan .

The Fun :

Dirt , dirt and more dirt. ;D

I can't believe how much drama could've piled up in less than a month. ==" My family is so full of drama. Atiqah and her Current boytoy , Syaf and her PsychoBoy , Syaz and her prom drama.. And that wasn't even close to even quarter of the whole thing.

The best thing was when I said that i might be going to prom with Fawwaz - (A guy who i don't even know) as suggested by my friend , they flipped. Flipped and flopped all over the sofa like a fish on land . Wow . All it took was one word. Ah well , its not like i'm going anyway. What a waste , They did stress on the importance of his hotness . Whats the point of going to prom with a guy I barely even know?

And *drumrolls* We're gonna start a band! Hah! That made me laugh , btw . The thought of 5 of us on stage playing real instruments delivering a real show. It'll be kinda cool if it did work out. I'm in charge of lyrics and *snorts* vocals. Seriously , I should just count the number of people who goes deaf when I kill that mic.

Psst : Abang Firdaus has got a pretty good taste in girls . Maaf! Atiqah and I snooped around your computer just now .hehe XD Truly , I didn't expect to see or find anything interesting (at least by his standards) and I find this fair skinned , cute malay girl with big eyes smiling in one of those irressistable icons that says : CLICK ME! Geez , get married already.

And Abg Ali , I WANT YOUR GUITARS. He has 4 , btw . Oh , I didn't know a base guitar would be so bloody heavy and long to boot. Never ever am I ever playing base guitar. (Unless money is involved.)

The Family :

I love my family :) Friends come and go , but Family lasts forever. I once read it in a friend's book , which I found to be hurtful to myself ( because I thought , Hello , Do you want me to be gone?) But I think I may have understood just how true it is. My family just plain rocks. *shows rock sign*

Btw , I am extremely proud to say that MY nephew , Kak Hafizah's son , scored 15As in his UPSR . 15As , ladies and gentleman

From left:

Syaz - Innocent much

The sesated Pak Arab- Atiqah

Farah - The camwhore

The Emo Maknae - Qila

The MIA- Syaf (tah la dia buat apa)

2 things.and probably some other more things

2009-11-25T06:31:00.000-08:00

One , Addmaths is a gone case and I'm dead sure about it .
How the hell were we mere mortals supposed to crack that out? What do they think we're Graces or what?!

Two , IRIS.
I am in LOVE with IRIS. After the ? episode , I am most definitely head over heels , intestineally twisted inside out-generally obsessed over the show. And I just realized that while watching the show , 80% of it was me with high blood pressure , and mouth + eyes wide open. O.O like that <<. Though I must say , its vaguely reminding me of a hindustan movie. The way the main character just NEVER dies.. well , obviously. *rolls eye*

I'm hoping for better luck with my science subjects. God help me . I can't even pass my addmaths, let alone physics.. *shudder* In any case! I'll try keeping a stress free mind for the next 4 days. Try anyways.

Donghae , I'm sorry. I think I may be falling out of love with you. But wtv , its not like you'd care *sigh*

MAMA I love you

2009-11-21T07:22:00.000-08:00

MAMA as in Mnet Asian Music Awards.(Mak , I love you too)
Its frikkin awesome!

G Dragon , What the hell did they do to your hair? Nevertheless , I was in awe with his performance. Those people in white , they looked like his personal armies. I swear , this guy is creating his own batalion or something.

Brown Eyed Girls- Congratulations! They were simply amazing . I had no idea they were doing a colab with KARA , but Wow . Their performance took my breath away. What do you think ? Females shaking their butt+ hip is an epic win , especially when its done by Ga In and

2 PM : HOT HOT HOT!! I felt like ripping Taec's shirt off. And Khun ?! GAH! This guy is so adorable!! The look on his face for that Ba (whatever her name is)'s performance was priceless!! His cuteness was overload. Even my dad laughed. haha

And what the hell am I doing watching MAMA ? I pun tak tau

SPM IS TOMORROW

2009-11-17T06:14:00.001-08:00

GOOD LUCK EVERYONE!

Donghae , you're a tease

2009-10-17T10:09:00.000-07:00

Gah , I think its stupid . Absolutely stupid. I'M STUPID. Why do I repeat the same mistakes OVER and OVER again? I never learn do I ?

1) NEVER fall for a guy you CANT HAVE - FAILED
2) NEVER put all your eggs in one basket. - half failed.

Anyway , I'm just praying that my phase for Donghae will pass. As it does . I hope it goes away faster , preferably before SPM. Hes diverting me from everything . Curse him , Damn him. But I hope he never has to go to hell. But for now, *exhale* release stress.

My results sucked. period.
and.. that my back hurts from hunching too much.
yep , thats it.

B2ST 's bad girl is awesome, btw.

Selamat Hari Raya

2009-09-24T10:29:00.000-07:00

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin :)

To those I've hurt , annoyed , pissed or whatever it is that I did that made you upset , lets all forgive and forget . Though its a little late , why not start clean . Its better late than never , right?

So to all , eat lots - blast your diet plans and pig out ;D , enjoy yourself and have a happy raya !

I shall update when time allows me to take a break from my studies , Au Revoir

I'll be your Super Girl

2009-09-17T08:09:00.000-07:00

"Do Pei Ni" Someone care to translate?

Where do I start? I had physics today . Enough said , its physics . Physics , the one and only paper I have NEVER scored an A in before , the paper which crushed all my hopes and dreams of ever obtaining a full 10AI. Yeah , THAT physics.
And guess what ? I couldn't answer nearly.. half of the paper in Paper 1 . Awesome huh? God , i feel like hitting my head against a good old brick wall and make me forget that I stand a pretty good chance , or probably have , of failing . An F.

Speaking of F , I think the letter F is cursed. So this was what happened in class just now . Me , Dan , Han , Shaf and Fify was sitting at my table , Me Shaf Han and Fify was attempting some Physics question while the brain genius Dan sat there and helped us. The irony . How menyakitkan hati . Its a good thing shes my best friend , or I would've murdered her by now. Anyway , we were studying . So suddenly Han pointed out that everyone has an F in their name - cept Dan . And by the means of god , she started relating our names to some familiarly painfully annoyingly sensible words such as the word : FAIL
And starting there , the rest of the questions started seeming increasingly difficult . (Khurafat!) Pfft , well maybe it was just us . Me and my.. rusted .. 17 year old brain . Woww. Imagine what it'll be like in 50 years time "Ah , my fake teeth !"
Oh and btw , my name is Farah. Of all the letters in the great english letters.

Either way , I don't care anymore . For I am distracting myself with Super Junior M's latest Super Girl .Donghae looks so cute and innocently inviting , if thats even legal. Ah well , I think I need to learn Chinese more than Korean .

An even more satisfying thought is that I'm going back to my hometown , PERLIS! WOOOT! YEEEEAAAAAAAY!!!!! Rayaaaa! I can't wait , seriously. Well , its just that I cant wait o show off my white baju kurung. =="

"The tanned man's burden",

Love , Farah

Happy Birthday Malaysia

2009-08-30T09:38:00.000-07:00

YO! Its12:38 and I just finished watching 8TV Quickie (there was some pretty cool stuff on) and Happy 52nd birthday Malaysia

Speaking of which , The Helmi guy who won the 1Remaja, 1Malaysia video contest bothered me by his lack of confidence and ability to speak . It was unervingly annoying. If i was in the studio , I would've smacked him on the face and would've said "Speak Proper Malay , if not don't speak Malay at all" because he was thrashing on it like some kind of mother fucker . I was insulted.

Well , other than that . I cried for Donghae , again . This guy makes me cry too much , seriously. Whenever I see him talk about his father , I'd see him tearing up , and almost on impulse , my tears would come out rolling too. damn.

I'm darn right emotionally attached to Donghae , virtually. I hope hes happy now.And thats why I love you :)

Selamat Pagi , Moga2 insan ini mencapai 10A1 dalam SPM 09'. Amin

insert curse word

2009-08-21T14:30:00.000-07:00

No I'm NOT cursing Donghae . G'Mornin Donghae :)

Its already the 22nd of August , meaning the muslim world will now be fasting for a month . Today also marks the date of my FIRST period. I feel like screaming now.

Even after having sahur , how the hell did I not know? This is so unfair. Oh well , just as long as it doesn't go on for 10 days ..like last year . It was hell trynna replace it .

To make things fun , my pads decided either run or hide from me , There isn't a single pad in my house currently . Wonderful . We'll just bleed away like a cat giving birth , no problem.

Then theres the endometrium wall breaking down , which feels like , well , your insides are being squeezed till its red and sore . Sabar je la

I wish

2009-08-16T04:38:00.000-07:00

~that there was never something called SPM

~that I was rich girl ,nananna~

~that I can be lazy all I want without getting shouted at

~to walk in The Strand (it R.O.C.K.S-period)

~that my period would come tomorrow

~that I won't miss any days during puasa

~that I would get my driving license A.S.A.P

~that I can read all the mangas in the world

~to meet Donghae

~to meet that guy in my dreams
P/S: since I'm at it , I'll tell you my dream. Mind you its a little corny ,heh :D
I was dancing and singing to Let's Not-SuJu with this white , straight-nosed , really hot guy and I remember asking him "Why don't you have a phone?" .. God , so gatal. And he answered me "No , I don't. The witch took it away" LOL. Indeed there was a witch , and she was quite scary in her own ways.

yeah thats it , oh and if anyone knows which mp4 converter works for me that'll be very helpful :)
U R Man-SS501 (YOU ARE MAN! ambik kau.HAHAA XD)

I'm so disturbed

2009-07-25T08:59:00.000-07:00

That , and I feel extremely exposed after watching that cursed movie.
1) I wasn't expecting it at all- no warnings , no sirens , just thrown right into your face
2) IT WAS HSU YIS HOUSE FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!
3) Whose CD was it?!
4) I'll never ever watch that movie ever again.

Lesson learnt : DONT WATCH IT. The house on the left. Don't even be intrigued. Its not worth it . Trust me. I learnt from my experience. Its just a sick and repulsive , but otherwise creative and thrilling if you minus the whole 18-sx criteria - which technically was what the whole movie was bassed on-

Well , leaving that disgusting phase behind , I had marvelous time at The Wongs . Their house, a bungalow was simply huge , and welcoming . I loved it . and i particularly liked their changing room, its so comfy . Oh , and I'd never guessed it :

Andrea has a really soothing voice . Xin Yan has a heck of a beautiful voice . Kay Jean has an innocent tinge to her voice, its so cute. Mine ? Doremifasolati- i died.

And I might be Bi . Watch the video and you'll understand.

Saranghae Donghae :)

Press the reset

2009-07-19T07:18:00.000-07:00

I NEED SUPER JUNIOR'S 3RD ALBUM A.S.A.P
I'M DYING WITHOUT IT
I NEED MY SUJU

Thats all, I just felt the overpowering urge to shout it to the world.
and oh,

DONGHAE SARANGAE! :D

Of Maroon Monsters

2009-07-17T08:46:00.000-07:00

Once a Maroon , Always a Maroon

Once , there was a little girl who wrecked havoc in the classroom of 1 Erat - along with some other of her accompliances ;D , who by the miracle of god - or probably by the worrying mindset of the teachers of SA - managed to get chosen as a Prefect Probie

So , it began. The pain , the complains , the hatred ; The TORTURE. She was in form 1- hating life , and to top it off , she willingly signed herself off as the school's personal slave. But , that was only the beggining.

Along the way , she met some interesting creatures , learned invaluable lessons , and made some girls whom she is proud to call Friends . 5 years later , on July 17th , she had her last AGM. It was wonderful , it was emotional - Thank you very much Kar, for the crying you made us do.

and it was memorable - especially Trish's :

"GOOD AFTERNOON DATIN WEI ZHEN."

The fact that she said it so confidently was heartbreakingly hillarious. You guys bring me such joy. Hahahaaa , You mmg bengong , tapi comel. Ngahaha ;D

Now returning from my 3rd person POV , I'm FINALLY FREE! No duty , No Lecture early in the morning , No logging in BEFORE 7:o-freaking-5,No teachers bags to be carried , no hanging out in the PR in the morning , No more stressing over transferring .. *sigh* Lifes good. :D I'll always love you girls. You've been gr8 for these past 5 years , and I can't ask for more.

Other than that , SHOUT AWARDS: BUNKFACE WON!

wOOT! They're awesome , therefore totally deserving every inch of their victory . I hope more of these fantastic Malaysian Artists are gonna be discovered (PSST : directors : "Farah Idayu") Heh , ye la tu. O well , one day. I'm gonna make someone proud.

I need to study: SPM

P/S: HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAN SHU MAY , I LOVE YOU BABE! LETS STALK SUJU TOGETHER AFTER SPM OK!

*innocent faces*

*after the water balloon fight- muka selenga*

[Top : Form 2 . Bottom : Form 4]

Shu , WHAT IS UP with our pictures?! They're so innocent! What is this? Shu , next time we camhore , we're wearing our birthday suits. HAHAHA

Coconut water.. Very good for your daughter..

2009-07-12T06:59:00.000-07:00

Lee Donghae , My man.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BOTH ELISHA AND HSU VEN ,ILOVE YOU BOTH TO BITS AND PIECES , KNOW THAT!

Went to Chloe's house at 3:30 just now for Eli and HVen's birthday bash- or something like that. It was FUNNN , seriously. The main thing I remember doing was laughing , and waiting for the damn lamb and chicken to be cooked.

I liked Chloe's dress , it was cute on her , cuz she got boobs. Unfortunately for some people , who do NOT have boobs *hint hint:It rhymes with the buzzing of bees* It came out pretty sad looking . Acceptable , but still sad looking. haha. Oh , speaking of boobs , GO KALPANA! Are you even sure you're even born in 1994 , not 19 EIGHTY FOUR? Cuz her curves beat mine face down , so yes I'm jealous. Xtremely , jealous.

Oh , oh! Hsu Vennnn, man that girl is so cute. Her outfit was .. okay. But I really would've wanted to see her in a dress. With the height and boobless appearance.. Any dress would work on that slab of human wood. Seriously. One day we shall knock her out and do the whole makeover thing. keke

Did I tell you that the ball of frozen chicken dropped to the floor? Yes , It FELL onto the motherfucking FLOOR. The sight was pretty hillarious , as the chicken went down anything but gracefully and landed in a pool of marinated spices and there it stayed , before Farah , bless the girl , picked it up and threw it away - for the benefit of mankind.

Honestly , i'm tired.urse fate. I was planning to replace 10 painful days of fasting , so when I got back I was only too "PLEASED" to find that my little friend called the mensus had came to pay me my monthly visits. The bitch. There goes. Fuck life.

Tomorrows MOODY MONDAY, and I'd probably have a hangover in class tomorrow , Von might hafta work some of her magic to keep me AWAKE. I'm counting on you partner of 5 years. just had to add that part. Heh

Donghae, I love you. I'll always do .So you'd better wait for me , don't go getting married alright? :)

I salute them..

2009-07-04T05:20:00.000-07:00

..for their bravery to weave their way through their pride to present us with this awesome and cute video . *salute*

P/S : I SO can't wait to learn the choreography.
*Psst* Kaii , lets dance to this , comel ah!

GAH I HAVE TO LET THIS OUT. WHAT AN INCREDIBLY POINTLESS, STUPID TOTALLY SPINELESS STORY I JUST WASTED 2 HOURS OF MY LIFE FOR! Another cliche totally predictable Malay drama. Sorry but for gods sake, couldnt you have put just A LITTLE bit more effort into the goddamned story ?! NO.

Wtf , Hello , directors out there - we ARE in the 21st century y'know? We have something called TECHNOLOGY . It wasn't invented for nothing , so USE them . Another thing , We DO have a hell lot of talent out there , so SCOUT! Why use the same old actors/ actresses who , mind you , aren't even PROFESSIONAL?! Its so bloody cliche even my cat could've done a better job.

We're not that poor .Well, I know Malaysia IS a G15 country - but why the hell are movies that came from the 20th century are actually a jetplane away . Meaning , why the hell are our movies THAT far back . It sucked so bad I almost cried watching the movie. ARGH! Its so frustrating.To think what they could've done in that particular scene to make it better but nooo..Grr.

2009-06-30T07:08:00.000-07:00

In a way , I think I'm blessed. hell , everybody is . Its just that people seldom notice. So I'll take this one moment to thank god for the life He has given me . Wow , that was random. Haha

Anyway , I had really wanted to blog about the Musical but I got lazy- as usual . So here

MUSICAL WAS WACAMALITAWESOMENESSWTFBBQ! Its so MAGESTICALLY UNDESCRIBABLY FANTASTICALLY JAW DROPPINGLY AWESOME. I cant seem to find the right words to describe it , but I miss it. I reaalllly do.

I miss:

- Missing class

- Practicing all day

- Laughing at dumb jokes

- Doing nothing

- Being with those lunatics *sniff*

One thing , the Dressing room is so pretty .. what with all those mirrors.. all those big shiny mirrors. *sigh* I wish I had one. Man , then i'd be staring at myself all day - freaky.

Yeah anyway - Call me a peev . but i enjoyed watching everyone bind their boobs. HAha! I AM STRAIGHT.

Dumbass that I am , I actually HAD to peek at the audience (night show) 5 minutes before the show started - and hyperventilated. THE CROWD WAS AMAZING. HUGE. SCARY. But as Kai said , You either sink under nervousness or float above your confidence . And we soaaared highh and ROCKED THE SHOW :D

*Drum noise: AAAAAAAEEEEEYYEEAAAA!*

I can't believe some people thought we were real guys, KAMSAHAMNIDA! Really , we feel flattered. And flattened. literally. OHOH , dig this . Right after the show , I went down to meet my friends , and there was some bunch of guys going " MAN ,you were so cool bladidadida"

......

THEN - out of nowhere . ONE of them grabbed my hand and SLAMMED their shoulder with mine. Well , of course - lambs they were , the other 4 took it as a cue to do the same.

*OH THE PAIN AND AGONYYYYYY* I replied -through gritted teeth -

"I'M A MAN. YEAYYA!"

They cheered. pfft

Then on Monday we had a feast to celebrate our glorious victory. haha, well IT WAS FUN! I just found out that Sparkling juice - just about.. 200 ml is enough to drive me nuts- Dan Han concluded that I was drunk. I WASNT! I was simply- high. And some other funny events followed soon after the eating :

- Kalpana looked like some drunk sesated musician

- Kai had a laughing fit for 15 SOLID MINUTES. imagine that

- Hsu Ven invented (what I'd call) The duck walk , pretty cute actually. with the flailing hands..

And thank you to everyone that had supported and worked hard to make the musical a success! We couldnt have made it without you guys , I LOVE YOU!

And I'm starting to think that being a guy isnt so bad at all. Not bad at all. Though Id feel uncomfortable with a penis- might take a while before Id get used to.. the thing.

OK , IM DONE. short eh? I need pictures. Will get em later on. PSST : WATCH THIS VIDEO!

Kyuhyun , Donghae , Leeteuk, Ryeoweok , Yesung Kangin , Sungmin

They make you fall in love all over again

The BigHugeMassive Day is TOMORROW

2009-06-26T07:25:00.000-07:00

(I'm gonna kill myself)

...What I typed .. for the last 30 minutes.. was erased... in a matter of one second. I'm too shocked to absorb the impact . ..Wait

FUCCCCCCKYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAA MOTHERFUCKER! YOU STUPID MOTHERFUCKING LAPTOP! THAT WAS A FUCKING DECENT POST AND YOU ERASD IT YOU STUPID STUPID STUPIDDDD SONN OF A FUCKING METAL BITTTTTTTTTTTTCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aNYWAY , stress released. Babi. haha. sorry

I SHOULD BE SLEEPING . FUCK YOU FOR WASTING 30 MINUTES OF MY PRECIOUS MOTHER FUCKING TIME. sorry , its so fucking frustrating. my laptop i mean.

I cant wait for tomorroooooooooooooooooooo!!!!

One : I cant stop singing Kais rap part . Curse you KAi

Two : Kai : you dumb

Hsu Ven : You DUMB

Me: YOU dumb

and lots more of you dumbs ensued. Funny moment it was. Haha

Three: I'm sleepy

Four: Arina drew me AIDAN AREDHEL picture . Heee

Five : Kak Tin made my braids! THANK YOU KAK TIN , I LOVEEE YOUUUUU!Its so awesome! I love it. Even if you did pull my hair out of their roots in the process.

Six : I need Boxers.

Seven : I really need to sleep.

ok , bye. HAHA. lmao. Limau

Eight : I think I'll do a "I'm so bored part 2" haha

^-^ Oyasumi!

DRAMAAAA MAMA

2009-06-24T07:30:00.001-07:00

I wish I could speak all the languages of the world , thatd be so awesome.
One guy can curse me in Urdu and i can shout back YOKUKULELE! Or something like that , y'know? So cool

This week . WAS. SURREAL.
I swear , it feels like everything is just flying by , and Im just watching it go past .
Today - as usual was packed with rehearsals rehearsals and more rehearsals.
i think im gonna go gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!
MICHYEOSEOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
My body aches like hell.
Especially my ass , my poor poor ass whenever i drop at the "Schools been blown to pieces" part.
Damnit.

Well , today. Huh. hahahahaa....theres something up with my holy water you know?
It just wants to be SEEN AND HEARD. Well , yeah . Ask la Chloe and Hsu Ven they get it everyday. I kesian diorang tau, oh well. too bad. HAHA
Like just now , At the histerical part .. One . NIIIIIICEEEE . Saliva drop..*plop* the next thing i knew , there was this wonderful small insignificant little pool of MY SALIVA on the floor. WOOHOO

WHY GOD WHY?!!

anyway . I cant believe some people on YouTube think I'm *Cool* (gloats) Well, knowing me..
But no seriously , ME ?! COOL? hell yeah babyy
I miss my 5SB bitches. I miss listening to Xin Yan moan , I miss Trishna's LAMEASS jokes , I miss the stress in 5SB (not that I'm not stressed enough now) but y'knw- a stress shared, is a stress doubled. I'm all up for it - BRING IT ON

Cikgu , have mercy . I berbakti kepada sekolah - homework lambat SIKIT sampai. Pn.A, I know u hate me , but you old cow , you better not deduct my marks. PLEASE.

P/S : I think violinists are crazy people, but they're fantastic nonetheless =D
and those who play by ear , I HVE NO IDEA HOW U EVEN DO THAT .

Psst: *keudae*

The miracles of technology

2009-06-07T08:48:00.000-07:00

Well , I got my new laptop =] Its a Dell , and I've yet to name it , but i'm thinking of something sexy and slick - like me OHOHO. *Ehem* And I got a new printer/Scanner .Prove , UP THERE. FINALLY! A scanner! Oh , m lifelong dreams are now officially fullfilled. I can safely say that I'm satisfied with my life- for now.

*But theres something up with the picture that spells Retarded. I think its the arm..*

Anyway , as always , I'll always always have nothing to write about . ==" To think that I was so worked up over not being in contact with a laptop for 2 weeks straight. funny.

3 minutes ago , I finished watching 27 dresses and once again , I couldn't stop AWW-ing at those sweet moments . Especially when James Marsden said "Come 'ere" to proceed with the sweetest kiss ever. One Day. When its legal for me. I'LL PROCEED.muahahaha!

Drama tomorrows at 8:30 at which I know I'm gonna be late at . Again . Blablabla , and later on i'm hoping to watch Terminator (GAH! I REALLY REALLY WANT TO SEE THIS MOVIE). That guy whose name I don't knw the spelling to his name but can as hell give a try- Shia La Beefsteak looks jaw-dropping hot . I can almost feel his tanned muscles under my fingers. Hes so fine.Hee XD

P/S: I need to get back to civilization

Yes , its in the face

2009-05-15T07:36:00.000-07:00

I wont try to mime
Though i know I'll still try to rhyme
So here goes
A story from way back with the ghosts

I saw you

You saw me

and then i knew

somehow we had to be

an item , an entity

Its unfair to see things

unfold to strings

after all those time

Boy , What a shame

Because I knew from the first time

That I wanted you to be mine

So just when I was in too deep

You took away the map

And left me wondering in the crook of your heart

..You know , i might start crying right now. GODDAMNIT. IM OVER HIM . IMOVEERRRRHIIMMMMM.I'M.OVER.HIM.
please tell me im over him, because whenever i look at him i think of you. YOU. Then i start searching for your picture , that i forgot i had deleted some months ago (In vain efforts of forgetting you) See , ITS SO EFFECTIVE ISN'T IT?

P/S : I'm definitely losing an A for Addmaths , and some.. other insignificant subjects, That I might or might not care much about.

You know how people like to stare , well I don't. Alright I get it , i'm SO HOT that you had to keep staring while i eat , talk , shit , sleep , right? Alright fine , thats exaggerating . But seriously , a little less staring makes the pressure go down . Less Tension . Geez.
Dude , you're going up the freaking escalator , STOP STARING ALREADY.

It's tough being hot.

POP Someone popped something

2009-04-30T20:22:00.000-07:00

You know how your brain loves to just keep pestering you with thoughts that sometimes drive you 3/4 nuts? Well mines doing that right now. It stimulates some nerve and moves my erector muscle , namely called the HAND which was typing some crap on the keyboard.

The thing is , it wasn't EVEN close to crap. It was so bloody signifantly close to making sense . It almost spelt out his name . If you had read it , you would have pronounced his name , in a long drawly way . But point here is , its his name .

So is it possible that when your brain thinks too much of some"thing" it automatically affects your whole body to respond or in my case , not so accidentally to type his name on my blog? Argh! I knew it . Those rice were bad . I should never have eaten lungs , or heart . Man those were disgusting. I'm never , EVER touching those ever again . Look what it did to my brain!

So a word of advice , dont eat a cow's , or any form of animals' lungs or heart . Although some (kuku) people say that they're good for your body . Defense system , was it? PSychooooooooo!

To update on another thing , CHOIR COMPETITION . We got 5 th , second last . But thats okay ! We did pretty good , considering how we weren't expecting to rely on Gemilang so much , it turned out pretty awesome . XD On the contrary , the medley didn't live up to its promise . Not at the least . The tempo was a bit too fast , so I doubt the song was any good. Tho, I know a few people in the crowd was enjoying the song . Heehee
This guy up here is named Yoshitsune , and hes dead . Tho i deeply resent Ogure Ito for killing such an important , charismatic , hippi character like him . Dead he may be , but i'll rank him 2nd on my top Air Gear guys .The first is obviously Kilik . The smexy hot ass.

Simply Awesome

2009-03-18T23:21:00.000-07:00

PEOPLE LISTEN TO THIS!!! I guarantee you , it is DEFINITELY not a waste of your time

SUNBURST TICKETS ANYONE??

2009-03-17T07:15:00.000-07:00

(Those who want SUNBURST tickets please CONTACT me!!!)
I just started learning hip hop recently .
The result : Atrocious.

Its worse than a hippo twirling a pirouet . So devastatingly horrible i had to laugh at myself everytime I danced in front of the mocking little mirror ... at first.

But I kept on going and going until that annoying gleam of smile was wiped clean off my face .
In replacement was a tense expression , smoother glides and of course , beads of perspire . The result of one solid hour of twirling , popping , gliding and tumbling on the wooden floor . I must say I'm a tad proud of myself now =D

Oh , and if I'm not mistaken .. I SEE 2 PACKS ON THEIR WAY! Its either that or I'm too thin.

Korean girls .. I don't understand why they have that much fluidity in their movements , I don't understand how effortlessly they glide across the floor .. I don't . It seems that I need to put a lot more back into my effort. Come on woman we can do this!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAN!!!

2009-03-13T07:36:00.000-07:00

WAN NOOR DANEAH HUSSWAN

Happy 17th Birthdaaayyyy DAN!!!!!! =D

I don't know why, but everytime i look at you , I think of.. FISH. Ironic , I know. You don't like fish ,eating Fish, but oh well. Lets get to the point.

P/S: I DON'T INTEND ON WRITING SOME MUSHY BULL , BUT IF IT TURNS OUT THAT WAY :]

To: Wan Noor Daneah Husswan Binti Wan Ahmad Satria

The first thing i thought about you was ..DANISH BREAD . I'm sorry , Dan , but somehow you ALWAYS remind me of some kind of food. One way or the other. Give or take a few. Anywho.. I'm really REALLY glad to have you as one of my closest buds, and if Allah grants it , I wish for us to remain this way till we die :]

DAN .. You're a whacko-psychotic-ridiculouslyCREATIVE-Genius-CodFish-One-Of-A-Kind-Yummylicious-Bubblegum-SUJUObsessed-Gorgeous-RichBrat-SexyMama-Heart-Of-Sparkling-Purest-Gold-17-year-old-female-oestrogen-challenged-teenager I've ever met , and i'm not exagerrating. Thats the kind of impact you have on people Dan. I think i'm going nuts here just thinking about the things YOU would do. ..That AddMaths question.For one ,HAHA

Because i have difficulty saying what I really want to say , I'll just say.. I LOVE YOU,DAN! Thanks for being such an awesome friend. Through tears or laughter , i know that you'll always be there. So I want YOU to know that , if anything anything happens , i'm available 24/7/365/366 just dial: 1-300-88-2525 Pizza Hut's Special Delivery ~

You know my number =P

It'll be your birthday soon , another 45 mins . So i think , I'll try writing you a poem

You're like earth , wind , water and fire combined
Your Beauty inside out undefined
Notice sometimes when the room turns upside down ?
That only happens when you're around

I know I suck
and this is really killing my gut
So one thing i'll say
Wan Noor Daneah Husswan, Happy Birthday

Career Option : *Crosses out writer*

I give up
No more , i'm gonna shut up.

Bibik Baru

2009-03-09T06:29:00.001-07:00

Sarah Farah Atiqah

Akhir akhir ini , rumah saya didatangi seorang gadis sunti berumur 15 tahun , namanya Atiqah dan kini bekerja part-time sebagai bibik dirumah. Bibik yang berasal dari Kuala Lumpur ini diberi layanan yang begitu istimewa jika mahu dibandingkan dengan bibik-bibik yang lain .

Bangun pagi pada pukul 11 , tidur bersama-sama sekatil , makan sama-sama semeja . Kerja yang dilakukan bibik hanyalah membasuh pinggan. Dukacita dimaklumkan Bibik akan meninggalkan rumah yang penuh sejarah malam ini juga. Aku sedih , nanti siapa yang dapat kubuli malam-malam?

Nasiblah.

Oh , ya ! Saya bermimpi sebuah mimpi yang pelik lagi unik . ALkisah:

Dalam mimpi tersebut , saya berada didalam kelas bersama rakan-rakan terchenta serta Pn.Azlina . Topik diatas papan putih bertulis : Kebaikan Remaja Zaman Sekarang Punyai Badan Yang Cantik . AKu suka . Topik tersebut lantas dijawab dengan mudah .

Kemudian , aku yang keluar daripada kelasku tiba-tiba tercampak ke Benua Eropah . Aku menjadi bingung dan bengong. Setelah itu , aku berjalan-jalan bersama anak saudaraku , Sarah yang muncul dengan penuh kesesatan dan mula mengejar seorang lelaki misteri tua . Kami tiba di rumah usang hitam pada waktu malam dan memasuki rumah yang penuh misteri tersebut.

Ketakutan . Rumah tersebut sebenarnya likuan tandas yang berbelit , kotor , busuk dan kelam. Rupanya , lelaki tua yang kami ekori merupakan pembunuh bersiri . Sedang kami asyik mencari jalan keluar , lelaki tua itu menerkam kami secara tiba-tiba dengan sebilah pisau yang teramat tajam .

Dalam kekalutan mengelak pisaunya , dan mencari jalan keluar setelah sesat begitu lama , aku menjumpai sebuah lubang usang ditepi sebuah jamban . BERJAYA! Aku menjerit memanggil Sarah lalu kami berjaya melepaskan diri daripada pembunuh tua yang menakutkan itu.

Alhamdulillah , aku selamat . Selamat jugalah anak saudaraku . Sebenarnya cerita panjang lagi cuma aku tiba-tiba dipukul angin kemalasan .

P/S: Atiqah sedang seronok mencabut bulu kakiku sedangku cuba untuk menaip kini . Aku terseksa , tolonggggg!!!! Dia juga tergelak besar dengan kejam dan kejinya sewaktu mencabut bulu rambut kakiku , itulah kebaikan hatinya . Haha

Baju Choir Buruk

2009-03-06T06:07:00.000-08:00

YEah , lifes basically hell , Nothing new.
ALright , lets see how today went. Lets start from morning;

- WOKE UP , prayed , Atiqah woke up , i bathed , she waited and got her bags ready , i got out , got dressed , ate and the little Datin took her own sweet time .

luck was miraculously on our side . Ayah droving like a madman at 6:58 in the morning to get us to school on time helped . Thank you Ayah, i know that must've killed a whole lot of petrol.

Got into the PR - I was half asleep - signed in and walked towards my classroom. I resent the very existence of Block C's staircase . Bloody 19 stepped staircase

Went to my relief class 1 Gigih. Oh , and how very Gigih they are too. Theres this 1 particular girl whom i shall name X , who caught both me and my junior's attention .. in a pretty humorous light

* SHE IS IN LOVE WITH THE BROOM.

If she doesn't have it , her life might as well be over . Her one and only friend , the Broom.
The very first thing i notice (after taking care of the class for nearly 2 months) about X was that the moment she placed her bag down , she'll walk nicely to the broom- and start sweeping
at 7:15 AM.
Its not exactly a crime , but i found it hillarious anyway. They're eloted specific timings to carry out class duties and 7:15 is not the time. Even after telling her ( as i had counted today) for more than 3 times

" Boleh saya sapu sekarang tak?" She asked , with an anxious look on her face.
" Tak , Sapu later. Masa Announcement." I said . So she left.

The conversation repeated itself for another 2 frustratingly annoying times before she got the message drilled into her thick skull. I think.. I hope .
Though i am pretty sure we had the same conversation the day before .. and the bafore yesterday.. Maybe i need to post a sign g saying "TAK BOLEH SAPU SEBELUM 7:15". Tulis besar-besar

Next , went to class, agama. Gotten my results. Dreadful. I was hoping for a miracle , which obviously didn't happen. Oh well , thats what you get for last minute studying. ACK , I hope i don't FAIL Addmaths. *Ya Allah , please dont fail me *

CHOIR CLOTHES .

Which idiot designed the top and skirt ? WHO ? TELL ME . TELL ME SO I CAN GO MURDER HER / HIM NOW. Imagine this :
Striking Peach coloured puffed top , with an equally hideous matching peach Skirt . I..I.. YOU'RE TELLING ME THAT WE , THE CHOIR TEAM FROM SRI AMAN to go on stage on SING IN THAT ?!
Great , thats just great. Cantik la sangat The choir team looked like the Ikan Buntal
Peach , round .. so "adorable"

Celine and Merissa witnessed a robbery. I hope they're fine.

What they say:

Trishna : But its cold...
Ee Von : Then wear a jacket Trishna
Trishna : But even if I..
Ee Von : .. Then add some fats to yourself Trishna *bluntly*

Then during Tassawur Islam , the computer hanged

Salwa * slumped over the table beside the computer* : HANG. HANG . HANG . HANG . HANG
Ustazah * delirious* : Hang? Hang ? Siapa Hang ???

hahahaha!!! Ahhh mann.. these people crack me up!! I think i'm developing what i hope might not be a crush towards.. *glances around room* .. KIBUM. Damn you Wan Noor Daneah Huswan.

Thats all there is. there isn't anymore =D

BlubberingBamblingBuzzingBickering Thoughts.

2009-02-27T08:03:00.000-08:00

Alright , first things first, MARCH TEST *creepy sound effect*

I'm screwed , and that's a statement. End of discussion .
But oh , speaking of which , i have .. FINISHED CHAPTER 9 of SEJARAH FORM 4!!! WOOT ! I love myself.. *sigh*

"Good going mate" said she
"No Problem Amigo" came the reply.

Yes yes , moving on in life, I .. am done with Sri Aman Idol! How absolutely jaw dropping awesome is that? I had dreaded going up on the stage , and i was quite reluctant to leave it .
- though i was sure the audience was more than eager for me to leave.. nah.
And the song?
I want Nobody nobody but you~ I want Nobody nobody but you~ Nandareul sarameun shiro niga animyeon shiro I want Nobody nobody nobody nobody~

haha, of all the song choices XD i kept singing the song in class

Critics :

1)The woman from god-knows-where said that i shouldnt be scared to let my voice out and she did mention " suara awak sedap" (I think la. Thats a first )
2)Hafiz couldn't differ between japanese and korean , and hes a DJ ? Sad.
3)Bazel (?) .. i dont remember what he said , but i know it was .. good. yeah.

It. Was. A.BLAST . The Craziest thing i'd ever thought of ever doing. NEXT .. Bungee Jumping- come along? =D HOLD IT. Lets wait till i'd gathered enough guts for that feat. Hah! oh , and the money. Yes , now THATS important. Unless i plan to sing at the side of the road with a plastic cup at the side of me feet .. I don't think so.

I didn't go for prefect camp . =l . Not the worst thing that had happened to me , but its definitely in my list of Top 5 personal worst nightmares . Devastated . Crushed . But i'm ok. Sticks and stones may break me , but words.. they flatten you down like a pancake.
..thats not how its supposed to go , but oh well.

Something random : JYP is super hideous , but hes a genius. ;D

Todays Quotes :
Mr Haresh : Sodium Ethoxide , the younger brother of sodium backside
( chemistry class Perfection)

Should i give up ?
Or should i keep on chasing pavements even if
it leads nowhere..

Farah Idayu , Adele - Chasing Pavements

Chinese Guy in Grey Shirt

2009-01-31T05:49:00.000-08:00

was creepy looking . He was sickly thin , to be honest . Had a face that could've easily passed as -hot if he wasn't so goshdarned thin ! Met him fatefully at Jasema , where we both were in some sort of fetish for chasing around a person we didn't know. Basically we "chased" each other round and round Jasema . hehe

Lets see, was it a coincidence that we went to same place every single time?
was it a coincidence that we both picked the same magazine?
was it a coincidence that we stood next to each other far too close for comfort?

probably , or not. =P Either way , that was a fun so-called flirting (konon) experience . Now that i can actually recall his bod , hes not so bad ! Man , do i NOT have anything alse better to talk about?

i'm dreading Monday , *sigh* Can't school start at 9, not 6?

GimmeGimmeGimme a Man after Midnight~

Huh , End of January?

2009-01-30T06:40:00.000-08:00

*GASP*

HEy , its 30th of January and wow, i'm in form 5. Big deal. Sorry self , but im too lazy to give a damn bout SPM , i cuz thats cuz nothing has actually dawned onto my very (very) blurr brain so far , so as far as studying goes i'm here :

oh, we learnt that today? ok.

Chyeah , i know , so awesome. and to think that SPM *say it lovingly and you'll love it for life* is coming in less than.. *counts* oh , 10 months , no , 9 months... great , i'm screwed~! Life is so grand. ugh , yes so what have i been waltzing about for the last one month , lets see :

~ i concentrated on my physically mentally retarded brain for about a week to only realise i was tensioning about the wrong thing, =="

~ Got overly obsessed with korean pop (DBSK EpikHigh )

~ i'm obsessed over YUNJAE. they're so HOT XD
I dunno , i dont actually mind , cuz there can't be any GIRL thats right for Jaejoong, or Yunho.
If they get married... I'll tear all my precoius hair out . seriously, i just might

~ Addmaths , who the heck created something as sadistic as addmaths? Wasn't maths enough?
You go and add ADD for what?! God i LOVE addmaths, wait no , i actually do. so why am i complaining? ..anyway. =="

~ oh , still going through puberty . So i'm in this emo/depressed state right now , and just when i thought , "AH , I'M NORMAL!" i plunge into this deep abyss called puberfuckingteee

~ i miss you HAN SHU MAY, i only got to bully her for 1 and a half years , damnit! this is SO unfair , i demand a refund! Heheh , an interesting fact :
: after going through my stuff , i found out that mostly belonged to her . things that came all the way back from stone age (form 1) haha

~ hmm , homework is still homework , you either hate it or you hate it . Unless you happened to
be Ming Jo or Grace , one of those overly hardworking teach's pet ... i'm NOT jealous.

~ moving on , hmmmmmmmmmmmm, i love SON DAM BI MY GOD YOU HAVE TO LISTEN TO HER SONGS ITS THE BOMB!!! ..

~ i'm reading Naruto, god , can't believe i'm saying this , but the story.. is pretty darn good.Guess i was wrong afta all. and Sasuke.. is just a boy with limited vocab. yeap.

I'm listening to One Minute One Second - Epik High , this song is deep , its very touching , especially the lyrics. Well , since i'm obviously the romantic one , i fell head over heels the moment i heard the song. Oh , i should be getting back to my physics . Good news , i'm starting to warm up to PHYSICS , can you believe it?? I guess it just takes some effort =]

I CAN AND I WILL GET 10A1 FOR MY SPM! :D

Farah Idayu ,11:06 pm 30th January 09

SEXY STUFF

2008-12-14T06:05:00.000-08:00

Do you know tht girls in baju kurung could be so deadly sexy ? Well , now you know. I've got proof , just that its in another PC , *sigh* .

SO , what happened was looooong , but i'm in the zone .I gotta do this, baby. So i'll start writing.

Btw , im peeling off nail varnish Atiqah and Syazea put on me just now . God , the colours were just plain hideous ==" , but colour all the same. We were at Elianto (makeup store) , the shop Syaz was so crazy about and so we basically ran into the shop and fell in love . Period . Come on , the eyeshadow , nail polish , lipstick.. *screams* THEY WERE SO FREAKING CHEAP. And I , what a great timing , was POKAI. Which was why (thank god) testers were created , hehehe.

Since I was the only one on holiday , they went CRAZY on me . All 10 fingers , 10 different colours. There was this particular favourite : Blood Red and Jet Black , worlds sexiest colours combined. *drools* , and fortunately , for the cheapness , and for my RM5 ( 5 RM1-s ) lying sweetly in my yellow slingbag .. i bought the BLOOD RED varnish . Damn , I feel so accomplished- for some very odd reason i think i may know why but am too embarrased to write .

Yes , i think i forgot what i was going to write about. *thinks..still thinking...* You know what forget it i'll just start fom square 1. =="

Morning : Went to Syaf's at around 11 , had to carry her gigantic suitcase as well . Heavy stuff. GodKnowsWhat happened and we reached Kelana Jaya Hall (which took us an eternity to reach ) and ate- us being what my mom called as Telur Girls , had to eat first before the guests arrived. Some minutes later we were on duty , I'm pretty sure i was the most clueless person , since I was just standing around .. Thankfully , one of the hosts spotted me and gave me a job -Greet The Guests and Take The Presents Job. Hah! At least i didn't have to walk around =D

The bride and bridesgroom arrived really late , somehow because by the time most of the guests had finished eating , they made their grand entrance . Wow , perfect timing i must say.

Thats never happening at my wedding , nuh uh. Speaking of weddings , I'd like to have a RED+GOLD theme . Sounds Royal , ahaha

I got bored halfway through the wedding and came up with this random idea - Hey , Let's Go for an Outing! As for how i managed to get to agree to it , thats not important . Whats important is the outcome , and the outcome was Fantastic. We had a hell lot of fun , it makes me scared to think that such joy could actually exist , yet it does.

Curve was the destination. A wise choice , for it was a sunday , and Sundays are Awesome- especially at The Curve xD Let me describe to you how we looked like exactly, all 5 of us.

1) Farah : Pink Baju Kurung , Black Pointy Heels

2)Atiqah : White and black kebaya , Nude coloured 3inch heels

3)Syaf : Purple Baju Kurung , 3 inch high heels *still shorter than me n atiq , haha!*

4)Syaz : Purple kebaya , 4-5inch Wedges *shortest , just for the record*

5)Qila : Purple Baju Kurung , flipflops

Sort of like the Brady bunch , but at least those people had more tack than we did. Seriously , we were like some sort of freaks - Oh , CHRISTMAS TREE, LETS CAMWHORE! Imagine la. The coffee guy was staring at us , and most probably thinking who the heck let them out of Tanjung Rambutan?

Yes anyway , we went KARAOKEING , fun stuff!! Whacking our voicebox out for 1 solid hour , funny thing was , even after that horrendous karaoke session , we never really stop and take a break to heal our voicebox- we just kept on talking and talking and talking.. and talking. God , how do we talk so much - i've no idea.

Afterwards , we hunted for Syafs Dress - a white one. Punya la jalan , nothing. We got hungry , and ate at Italiannes . Sad thing was , we were nearly broke and still had the face to eat there. XD . Women. We dont really care WhatWhyWhenWhereHowWho , we just want it.hhaha

ALrighty , end of a days adventure- about time . And I ,am thisclose to shutting this window and just go to SLEEP.

Love you guys Forever : ATIQAH.SYAZEA.SYAFIQA.AQILAH.

*Friends come and go , but Family lasts forever*

~You can hate them all you want , but they're not going nowhere and you know it. =)

~Farah Idayu , 11:21 pm

3..2..1..faints

2008-12-13T07:33:00.000-08:00

i miss those guys (MCFLY)

Ok , i lied. I'm still up , but thats exactly what i feel like doing right now.
=="
so whats happening.. tomorrow theres a wedding , something to do with aunty kintan . So , whats happening is that Syaf Syaz Qila and Atiq is over in DU , and i , the forgotten one , am still stuck in TTDI . Fuck those bitches, so bloody annoyed.

Other than that , i'm aite , listening to this awesome singers :
1) NICK PITERA - a guy who can turn his voice into a girls'.Exaggerrated, but so true
2) Esmee - I know ive heard of her a long time ago , but yeah. Shes awesome too

~ Farah , 12:19 am?pm?
as a certain someone would say it : Go Fuck yourself

Pak Lang Awesome

2008-12-11T07:24:00.000-08:00

Yes , My uncle. My :
1)68(or so Ayah says) years old
2)ex mafia (its a fact)
3)Fat
4)DRIFTS - hampir .
5)fav uncle
tu la uncle aku , dah tua2 pun still rocking. Awesome man he is.
Actually , the whole fam is a bit gila2 , but thats why i love em :3. Every family has got to have that extra edge to it that makes it so distinctive.

Ok , the uploader is sorta retarded right now , so annoooyinnnng!!! XO
Benci den . So what happened today eh .. Woke up at 10.09 , cursed , quickly on-ed the tv to watch - The Prince That Turned Into A Frog , the 1st episode was interesting , 2nd made me skeptical , and todays show was.. alright.

*sigh* I need my gossip girl , a little bitching now and then keeps life interesting. Not to mention the fact that my life is scandal free , no gossip.. nak mati aku. Bosan sial. So I should fix this problem , and the first step i should take is upload Gossip Girl Season 2 , no duh. But why the hell is it so hard to find?!
Gah , ok , mental note to self : GO ASK EE VON - SHE KNOWS EVERYTHING.

Ok , then i watched That freaky movie about that cynical sadistic mom that killed all her adopted sons( pretty damn scary ) . She reminded me of that woman in Desperate Housewife- the perfect one. After the movie i moved on to Animes- all time boredom-saver , thank god for animax.

Some few minutes later it was lunchtime- uneventful is so right. I dont talk , neither does my dad . So basically lunch was silent , except for the usual dah habis? nak basuh? nak letak mana ni?
Oh well =)

Then Ayah had to go for his cousins funeral , Innalillah. I didn't go cuz of the monthly visits .Besides, i couldn't do anything even if i wanted to anyways. So i stayed at home , and rotted. At first i started drawing my latest character : Shah and Qalya . Then somehow i got stuck at Qalya's dress , so i flipped through Seventeen . This is never a good thing cuz when i start reading , chances of me putting it down is , well , obviously zero.

So i read .. and read , and when i realized it , it was already late evening and my good friend boredom visited . Don't i just love boredom. Buat aku cam org bodoh pun ada. Finally , when Ayah came home we went staright to the mamak . Didn't feel like having mamak , but what say do i have in this? His stomach was angry , Mak's stomach was angry , Pak LAng's .. Furious and I was just there , didn't matter whether we ate or if we didn't. But still.

And then , balik. .. amusing day it was. *forced laughter*

Where's my knight in shining armor?
Is this an error i harboured
Why does it have to matter
And all this while he was behind the mirror

~Farah, 11:46 pm
* Love me , Feed me , Leave me Money :) *

2008-12-10T07:35:00.001-08:00

sigh

2008-12-10T07:15:00.001-08:00

Yep , what a relief to have all this space to myself. Not that i don't have enough , but its just that the idea of sharing doesn't exactly appeal to me.. much.

I'm selfish , i knowww. Even if people don't tell me that , its written all over their faces. Huh.

See , the thing here is , i do realize what a social butterfly of a niece i have , and i do realize that the only reason she would want to come over is because i have a laptop and an internet connection. ..Which is why i was a little reluctant to invite her over . But no , mak was all hyped up getting her to spend the night with us. Oh , bloody joy.

The other thing i hate is .. the time she spends on the laptop. It's like she's never even seen one in her whole life! As soon as we were back from the movies , she pounced on the laptop and didn't get off for the next 5 and a half hours , even that i had to practically beg her to get off the laptop because mainly , i needed the lights OFF. It's like I have OCD or sumthing , but hey , everybody surely has something that makes them tick. Point here is , it was 3 in the morning , i was cranky , she was happy , so lets just say we're not exactly speaking the same lingo here..

Oh well , at least i did get my beauty sleep. Mak said that i stole all the blanket for myself , accusing me of selfishness. But I was asleep, practically half-dead, what did you expect of me at 6:30 in the morning? Please. Besides , the blanket was huge enough for at least 2 people !

So maybe I am that selfish , insensitive , but honestly , i don't care. Hmm , I want chocolates. Woman , lay off the fats!! Im pretty sure im 50Kg , but we'll see. Sorry S , just gotta let off some steam . :)

~Farah . 11.28 pm . Bored

Twilight

2008-12-09T09:14:00.002-08:00

What was I gonna say just now? Twilight?
I guess inspirations all dried up now , like a leaf in autumn. Which is exactly what my state my brain is in right now
Right , lets not get too pessimistic and lets get on with TWILIGHT *angelic background music*

Twilight , yet another underestimated movie judged poorly by the mere look of a cover . For that , i give myself a slap on the face . Yes , it wasn't anything I thought it would be , funny? Definitely not . But of course , the key point here is the romance , of course. Hello- Twlight ? Are we still on earth , this is the work of a housewifes' corny romantic of a dream written into the best-selling novel of the year which was then made into a box-office movie. What was I thinking?

Well this brings me to my next point , Edward Cullen . The star of the show. From what I understood , chivalry is dead. Period . In this day and age , finding *coughs* the "perfect" man is well , simply said , impossible. (I'm sorry operator but the line is dead.)
A few words to describe Edward Cullen :
1) Gorgeous
2) Gentleman
3) Talented
4) Courages
5) Romantic
6) Protective
7) Great Cook
8) Rich
9) Respectfull and blablabla the list goes on and on and on..

But still , even for my cousin , Sarah who never even read the book , even she fell for him . In exact words , she said she fell for his "body work , words , promises" . Ill never get it , why people swoon over the perfect ones ? Yet I (when i first started reading the book) fell head over heels for that particular man . Huh, speak for yourself lady.

In any case , for me who had read the book , finding a LOT of plots missing , thought that the movie was a total insult to the author's work. I mean , come on! They're supposed to be GOOD LOOKING , PERFECT VAMPIRES. For gods sake! I wanted to cry out loud the moment i saw Jasper hit the screen. He was , in a word : Hideous. I feel like crying.

And Alice? Graceful , you idiotic director . Do you not get the word graceful >? Ladylike . Petite , small , a Perfect doll. So when I saw Alice for the first time , my head was carving out colourful curse words dedicated specially for dear old director. Agh!

Hey , i'm getting way ahead of myself , to say that even if i did enjoy the movie. Yes , the movie cracked me up , big time! Not to mention the part Carlisle introduced Jasper - The new vegetarian to the family , to Bella. hahhaa!! Just remembering it makes me laugh, xD
But the best has got to be Edward , my gosh , the way he just kept on staring and staring and staring at Bella .. it was plain hilarious. Oh , speaking of which..

the movie died halfway through.. and got resurrected back again( 10 pregnant minutes later ) . The film must have snapped or burnt or something because the picture on the screen just resolved the way plasmolysis occurs. Like a picture getting burnt , just that it was being burnt with water. Imagine that. Quite an adventure , I'm sure the audience enjoyed themselves thoroughly as I did.

Right now , all i want to do is SLEEP. Its 1:37 in the morning and my cousin is playing the guitar in the background , and I'm pretty much killing my eyes writing this. *sighs*
Being Short-distanced does have its downfalls , so its practically being half-blind. =="

In a nutshell , the movie was awesome . I enjoyed and loved it to the max , and probably will be watching it again . =]
P/S : Robert Pattison , i curse thee for ruining Edwards image.

Thats all , goodnight low-life scums.

Farah , Sleepy/ Cranky.

Twilight

2008-12-09T09:14:00.001-08:00

Waiting for tonight

2008-11-30T07:33:00.000-08:00

ALrighty ,approximately 24 minutes and officially 16. Stinking 16 , actually. *sigh* 24 stupid minutes till i leave 15.. why am i so nostalgic? Currently on9 on my msn , chatting with Shu May , who is already 16. (yeah ,so?) In any case , im gonna be spending tomorrow and the day after in Legends , KL . Not much , but at least im outta the house . So there will be me , Syaz Atiq Syaf Qila Dan Han and Arina to (sort of) celebrate my birthday . hehe , im kinda excited :3
Well actually , now that i think about it , it just another excuse to get out of the house . I don't know , this house makes me sick , asmathic in a way . Can't breathe , Can't stay still , So i wonder what'll happen when i get married .

" I'm sick of you husband , go cook your own dinner."

... That doesn't sound too good , actually. Ok *prays* May i have a hot interesting stinking rich husband who shall not get turned by any other woman except me. Amin .

Right , 16 . No car , No 18-above movies , huh. Ferget it . 16 is just another age you get through every year , which one day i shall tell to my children. Gah , what if i have all boys ? ..not so bad i guess.

I wanna karaoke darn it! and eat , eat eat eat. .. Such a pig. so anyway , i'll buzz away for now. Nothing much to say .

OH YAY! SIXTEEN! FINALLYLYYYYY !! WOOOOOT
*pole dancers immerges* ... *silence*

First song : heartbeat - Scouting for girls
awesomeee ; D

Mifa ! Fashion Show at The Gardens

2008-11-29T04:11:00.000-08:00

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Mifa! stands for Malaysian International Fashion Award ( or so I think it is) , which was the fashion show I saw this afternoon.

One word : Appaling.

No offense , designers Calvin Thoo and Iszal ! But I thought you could have done waaaaaay better than that. According to my dad , well , he said he almost fell asleep a couple of times. My mom said it was Okay , and you got my comment. Enough said I guess?

No wonder the Malaysian fashion industry falls flat. Most of the clothes we wear are imported , International brands such as Roxy , Guess! , Zara and some others , just to name a few Even those at your local stores. But then again , we DO have some very talented designers who are obviously overshadowed by those international designers. So we can't really blame them now , can we?

Altough of course , some of the blame do fall on them . Most of their design never seem to suit our local taste , especially for us teenagers. Honestly , they don't exactly expect us to strut around malls wearing some "designer Baju Kurung or batik" right? Even if they did , they could have at least designed it in a way it could be worn daily .

But , aside from all of that , i personally liked a few of the dresses from the fashion show

. 2)

ALRIGHTY , model no. 4) iss... ME!

A little short huh >3 ? haha

Nope , i've never given modeling a thought. Theres no hope, unless they want me to model for Kiddy clothes ( which is never ever going to happen ). Tho it might be fun .. Nah.

Well , in any case , i half expected some Hawt boys to show up but there was only a handful !! Such a dissapointment . Oh , right. They were all in Sunway today *sigh* . Such catasthrophic timing.

=.=" Oh well , next time round i guess. I REALLY WANTED TO SEE HIM. *sobs tragically* Hmm , I'm hungry . Gotta get me something to eat . Speaking of which , i'm getting .. Fat. Fat . FAT. Thats what you get for eating like a pig + no exercise. My Booty , i'm pretty sure of it , is almost 3 quarter the size of KIM KARDASHIANS ass, which is NOT a good thing.

ALrighty , i'm OFF. *bows*

Listening to : Rock Your Body - JT , 8:51pm , Farah Idayu XOXO

Oh , look! A whore~

2008-11-21T03:48:00.000-08:00

The Whore! JUuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuust joking. No , seriously. I'm JOKING!

That is Oh-So-(not)Famous-ME , Farah Idayu

Alright , here is the case, defendants , juries , your most revered -The Judge :

- I hereby sue the court for school holidays -

1 ) Do you know what it has/had done to me?! Yes , it kills , BOREDOM , just for your information - Kills

~ an interesting fact:

Boredom was created long ago by a man named Bore Dom . (fuck , the laptop is definitely trying my patience. ) Well , anyway , continuing where we left, Yes , Bore Dom. He was a strange but kind little kid . Every morning , he'd collect eggs from the chicken coop whilst whistling a peculiar tune that made the neighbour curse everytime he heard the sound. One fateful day , as he handed over the eggs to his deranged mother..

...he thought of his name - how it sounded , why it was given etch

and he came up with a brilliant idea! ' BoreDom ' , he thought . 'Wow . CooLiO! , Bless my mentally challenged parents for blessing me with such a unique name!!' . And thus , the word Boredom was introduced into the English Dictionary .

- may I remind you that was completely Bull?

2) Yes , 2. .. well , School Holidays. See ?! Even the word brings tears to my eyes ! *sniffs*

Huh , BS. I'm just bored. Curse you Bore Dom. Oh , just so you know ,he was awarded a medal called "Stupidest Kid Alive" in his village a year later after his little word-invention was invented.

So , if ANYONE ( I MEAN ANYONE ) can suggest ANYTHING interesting to do , that'll kill approximately 1 month , you are most welcomed! You can trash all you want here

~Mirotic - DBSK , Pajamas , 8.12 PM

*xoxo*

Germs on My tongue

its a good thing nobody reads this shit

The first in how many months?

I just felt like it

Malas

I need a construction worker

1st December 1992

Family , Fun and Food :D

2 things.and probably some other more things

MAMA I love you

SPM IS TOMORROW

Donghae , you're a tease

Selamat Hari Raya

I'll be your Super Girl

Happy Birthday Malaysia

*insert curse word*

I wish

I'm so disturbed

Press the reset

Of Maroon Monsters

Coconut water.. Very good for your daughter..

I salute them..

The BigHugeMassive Day is TOMORROW

DRAMAAAA MAMA

The miracles of technology

Yes , its in the face

*POP* Someone popped something

Simply Awesome

SUNBURST TICKETS ANYONE??

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAN!!!

Bibik Baru

Baju Choir Buruk

BlubberingBamblingBuzzingBickering Thoughts.

Chinese Guy in Grey Shirt

Huh , End of January?

SEXY STUFF

3..2..1..*faints*

Pak Lang Awesome

*sigh*

Twilight

Twilight

Waiting for tonight

Mifa ! Fashion Show at The Gardens

Oh , look! A whore~

insert curse word

POP Someone popped something

3..2..1..faints

sigh